October 2009
6 posts
Would you please stop turning me on?
I’m beginning to think that I would like us to make passionate fuck at the Casualties concert tomorrow night.
My bizarre 4-times-ex. This is going to hurt later. But I got needs ; )
From the Earth to the morgue
I am not sure what there is to keep breathing for.
11728.) Even though your jokes aren't funny, i...
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Even though you don’t know what I want, you still try to please me. Even though you say I’m a crybaby, you cry along with me. Even though people say I deserve better, I stuck with only you. We don’t ask much from each other, but we want a lot more from each other. We try hard. We walk alone. We don’t belong together. Between the lines, two people lie together…to keep a love alive.
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It keeps me alive
This pain keeps me awake.
Keeps me in tune with the knowledge that I exist.
And the certainty that I do not want to.
It’s so strange: I cannot picture you as an adult. I cannot imagine what will be possible for you…what sort of existence when you are what you are. It’s a terrifying prophesy…I am almost certain of it…
Stranger still: I am slowing becoming similar...
And no one is to blame
I can’t hate you for what you are.
chad.
I <3 you. Always.
No one else is going to understand. But I don’t need them.
I don’t need them at all.
It may be painful.
But you’re honest.
And you care.
And fuck. I am resolving to die for this. They’re going to say it will pass. But it hurts because it will never pass, and we both know it, and even now I am vague...
