December 2010
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Nothing tastes as good as thin feels: LOSE 5... →
lovethinxoxo: To Lose 5 Pounds of water weight In 2 Days… 1. Drink lots of water… Yes, I know it sounds crazy but the more water you drink = The less water weight you’ll carry around. You need to drink lots of water because… When you don’t drink enough water (even when your body is a little dehydrated) your body will hold on to every single little drop of water it can to stay hydrated and…
Dec 31st
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lovethinxoxo: That awkward moment when a fat person is giving health advice :| Ikr? And that fat person is a nurse. Or a doctor. Or a nutrition educator.
Dec 31st
The hate just turns into a swollen, monstrous...
And to be small and empty, like an angel…there is nothing that I want more. I binged today and yesterday. And I gained 3 pounds. It hurts more than hunger ever did. So tomorrow is when I start again. January 1st, a new year. Steps that will lead me as close to the unattainable perfection as I can get.
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I'd rather be a perfect lie
than anything else. every second of every day I am wishing.
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“Just what we need. Yet another young celeb to watch self destruct. This is just the beginning of her experiment to get to full blown addiction. I’d bet she will be better at it than LL ever was. Fasten your seatbelt. Salvia is rough crap. Next it will be booze and coke.” -some dumbass commenting on the Miley Cyrus bong video uh, news flash. Salvia is not “rough...
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If you knew a women who was pregnant, already had...
magnetsandmiracles: Before answering, read this question : Would you elect a new world leader? your vote counts. Candidate A: Associates with crooked politicians and astrologists. A chain smoker and drinks whiskey everyday. Candidate B: Kicked out of office twice, used opium.  Candidate C: A decorated war hero, never smoked in his life and has the occasional beer. Which would you...
Dec 29th
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My friend: So how are the CBP treating you?
Me: They were lovely. Danke = )
My friend: Great! And no problem. They weren't that good for me, I couldn't think clearly taking them. Glad you liked them : )
Me: Well, I took like eight of them at once...but they did help me sleep. That was nice.
My friend: Aw man, just one of those things would put my ass down.
Me: Seriously?! Damn. Maybe my tolerance is high.
My friend: Maybe. It could also be that I'm a gigantic pussy. I've never had a high tolerance for any drug.
Me: I wouldn't say you're a GIGANTIC pussy. Probably a moderate pussy, like the rest of us.
My friend: Haha, okay then.
Me: I just have one question.
My friend: Shoot.
Me: You're not...a towel, are you?
Me: I have just one question for you.
My friend: Shoot.
Me: You're not...a towel, are you?
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broke apart my insides
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Fuck. My stomach hurts a LOT. I threw up, not on...
This SUCKS. And I still haven’t gotten over the fact that my stepfather’s mom gave me pajamas for Christmas…size XL.  What? I mean, I know I haven’t gotten to my ideal weight yet, but I am NOT an XL. I wear between a 6 and an 8 right now, and my shirt size is medium. Not where I want to be, sure…but NOT XL. Shit. = (  
Dec 26th
I feel incredibly light, as if I could fly
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December 24, 2010
Breakfast: one egg, one cup of milk, one pinch of Parmesan cheese-200 calories Lunch: two-thirds cup of steamed veggies, half a can of tuna-80 calories Dinner: one granola bar-100 calories Other: one bottle of Special K protein water- 30 calories  4 sugar cubes-64 calories Grand total for today: 474 calories. Good, but I can do better.
Dec 25th
selfsculpt-deactivated20101225 asked: Thanks for reblogging & following! I really love your tumblr name, so interesting. And your blog too, you have some pretty awesome posts! Keep it up. :)

Love, selfsculpt
(also waterfastdiary.tumblr.com)
Dec 25th
selfsculpt-deactivated20101225 asked: Thanks for reblogging & following! I really love your tumblr name, so interesting. And your blog too, you have some pretty awesome posts! Keep it up. :)

Love, selfsculpt
(also waterfastdiary.tumblr.com)
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Some of these people want to be REALLY thin. Like,...
But then I want to STAY there. I don’t want to keep dropping weight. There’s a fine line between the way I want to look and bordering on skeletal. I do not want to be skeletal. 
Dec 22nd
Listendoktor-gonzo: My name is... Shake-Zula. The...
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